And so, it begins...

Well, I've been diddling around too long; I guess it's time I write something here. Crappy day here in Toronto. More snow, like we needed it. That's not very interesting though. Let's see..

I find myself drawn to Erik Rhodes' blog, 'Slipping Away', to see what's what with him. In case you don't know, he's a gay porn star who admits that he's miserable. He is remarkably candid and writes about his depression and disillusionment with all things gay. He's recently single and having a hard time dealing with it, as well as his repudiation of the life of a porn 'star' and escort. Wow! I always wondered what some of these guys think.

It turns out, he thinks a lot. It seems that he cannot connect with anyone in his social milieu compounded by the fact that he's completely jaded by it. I always thought that if I was handsome (which he is) and had a fab body (which he does), I'd have it made. I guess it's a case of being careful what you wish for.

I encourage you to read it and let me know what you think. I find it hard to dislike him, as much as his posturing annoys me. Oh ya, I also comment on his blogs-wonder what he thinks?